Still hating this . I miss you more and more. We’re trying something out & I hope it doesn’t make things worse, this isn’t what I wanted but I guess it’s all I have now. :/
I absolutely hate it. I wish you would’ve done what the boyfriend side of you wanted and not the best friend side. You may think this is what’s best for me now but it’s killin’ me . You told me you would give up anything in this world to be with me but for now everything is just complicated. You tell me you miss me and that you wish you could be with me, well so do I, but for now we just have to be patient and wait. *sigh*